(This post is dedicated to my inspiration, Jesus Christ and my Heavenly Father)
Lets get right to the point, despite the way I may come off to people, I am not as self-sonfident as people think. OK, I dont think that was the point but its what I want to begin with; I often find myself doubting my abilitys or my physical appearence or even my faith. I give my everything to all that I attempt but it doesnt always go as planned. Sometimes I have to lose.
My faith tends to shake but it never breaks. I am constantly telling myself to never give up. Reminders like "People starving in African countries dont complain" or the ever popular "you can do this!" are some phrases that keep me going. I like to find inspiration, I LOVE the idea of helping and service and putting others before myself. Its the least I could do.
Whenever I find my self doubting or heading into trouble I pray. I LOOK TO GOD. I know He is always there for me and when I make a mistake I know the way to regain the trust and Spirit is to give service for "...when ye are in the service of your fellow men ye are only in the service of your God.."
I try to look to those people who are good examples to me, to the people who love me, to the ones who inspire me. Whether they are friends, family, a celebrity. or even a stranger, I want to be a better me. But I cant do it alone, I need the help of my Savior and my God. That is why when I feel like giving up or spiraling down I look at You and I find all the reasons to keep going.