Long Talks

Every once in a while I get this feeling, this knawing and craving feeling to have a long talk with someone I love. The talk can be about anything, I just want to be able to laugh and smile and ache and cry in one huge conversation. I think this is because my love language is words of affirmation so I feel the need for someone to hold me and tell me how much they love me and that they think I'm beautiful. The only thing is there are very few people I actually and care to affirm me. Don't get me wrong, I love compliments and positive uplifts but when it comes my fragile little heart I favor certain people. In fact everytime I feel lonely and in a need of a good chat it's a different person my heart needs to connect to.

That is one thing I do love about us as humans. The ability we have to connect so strongly to another person. It's such a comfort to know that when I am feeling down the people who I share my heart with feel for me and are able to lift me up. I often think of a story I heard about a man with a perfect heart.
He was bragging about how he had the most beautiful heart ever. When an old man just looked at him and statesd that he himself had the perfect heart because it was cut and stitched and had huge craters yet all those scars were bits and peices of all the people whom he's ever served and loved hearts. He explains how where a new peice is stiched in is where someone gave him a peice of their heart in trade for his. The craters are where he gave away his heart but was the gesture was not returned. The young man had tears in his eyes as he reached in and gave a price of his heart to the old man and vice versa. They walked away arm in arm.

I love that story because I often am selfish and need to share my heart with others. I also think it shows the true meaning of how we feel when we are loved, as though somones heart is in our own. Sorry I drifted off topic but it was what I wanted to discuss in my long chat. I guess talking to myself helps too (:

Dance Camp/ Girls Camp

This summer I have been doing plenty of travelling and dancing. Here are a few pictures from just two camps I went to, perhaps the ones I had the most fun at.


Me and a few of my dear freinds, ciara halliday, becca holmes, morgan lamoreaux, and isabelle thayer.

I finally made it up the hill on a hurt knee!

Almost there....

Newbie initiation !

Random.

The four new girls (:
As you can see I have had a wonderful,activity filled summer. Only three weeks left and theyre going to be filled with practice. (: