Tonight we received the news from my gramma that my bapooh(my grandfather on my mothers side) is not doing so well and we dont know how much longer he will be here with us. He's been in the hospital since sunday and its not getting any better.
The worst part of this is watching my mommee break down after every word. She was the only girl in her family and so she and her dad had a strong, loving relationship. I love my bapooh and I cant help crying as well. Its going to be a tough week. I do not like seeing my mommee crying, it makes this loss all the much harder to bear.
Its very,very hard to suffer a loss, especially because I was close with my bapooh. Although I am sad I know the truth and I know that he will be returning to his castle in the sky with Heavenly Father. And in a year I hope to baptize him into the true church of God, the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. He is a nonmember, but I know my Father in heaven loves him just as much.
My thoughts are scattered and my words are not so clear, but I feel a spirit that is bringing me closer to Heavenly Father and teaching me the value of life. Ive learned alot in the past year about love and life, I've seen and felt the pain from many different views. But I KNOW there is no other place I'd rather be right now than on this earth with my family and friends who LOVE me.
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